So the past year has probably been the hardest of my life. I have Always wanted to be a mum at some point, 32 was my chosen age. So 27 went a little something like this:
Let’s have a baby
Wait not now
I’ve changed my mind
Dads in love
Still an a#%$hole
So it’s been a bit of an emotional roller coaster and I feel as individuals when life gives us a bit of a shake, a fresh start puts us back on a new path, even if it is the same destination. I could talk forever on how I could of avoided this. But I am here now so all I can do is move forward.
So I am currently living at my mums house. Which feels like a scene out of Charlie and the chocolate factory.
Having spent a year lost in self pity, it’s time!
I move out in January and the aim is to fill my home with good energy. A good home will make this fight of life a little easier. I am not the same person anymore.
This time I am taking charge of the new me. Our minds are powerful tools, most of us let the mind and heart control our decisions, but when you wake up and think wow how did I get here. It’s time you start taking charge of your mind and heart.
This little two bed house is about to become my castle. I have spent the past 28 years of my life enjoying anything that was morbid and emotional, I loved all the passion and sadness that came along with it. I put this in my work. I hadn’t realised that I had been sending out so much negativity that I ended up drowning in sadness. It stopped seaming so creative and a little lost.
So to get a good energy home I have started looking into Feng Shui
Feng Shui is a practice founded by the Chinese. It is used in homes to generate a good energy that should help you in you physical life. There are a lot of slightly different explanations on what Feng Shui is, there are also lots of depths to it. As I have moved house around 15 times I have learnt that different homes have different feels also different decor can generate different moods in a room. I strongly believe this.
There are a lot of techniques in Feng Shui, but I feel it is important to only apply these techniques to your personal choices. My rooms have always expressed my personality at the time of decorating. So I plan to ooze my personality through my home whilst using several Feng Shui techniques.
I am at a point in my life where I am rebuilding and I am starting with Feng Shui!